I woke up early today. Liam was still sleeping. I got showered and dressed and had plenty of time to get the kids up and ready for daycare so I could let Liam sleep.
But I didn't.
The last time I did that was when my world came crashing down around me almost a year ago. The reason I left the kids asleep in their beds is because I figured if he was going to do something, he wouldn't do it when the kids were there. I don't think he's slipping again, but with the anniversary coming up I didn't want to leave anything to chance.
This has made me realize that I may never be able to trust my husband again, and I don't like it.